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03-09-2009 22:06

I've been meaning to start this diary for weeks now!  So now that I'm into my 5th cycle, I thought its about time!


I am currently on CD4 and had a very short AF this cycle, it actually only lasted 2 days, and was heavy for those 2, but its totally gone now.  It was also pain free thankfully.  I was pretty upset this time around at AF arriving, and have been a bit down all week, but I am starting to look forward to OV next week.  I am due to OV between Wed 9th Sept and Tues 15th...but that's according to the ovulation calendar, so I'll have to just BD as much as poss around those fertile days.  I am not temping, don't really want to as I know it will just confuse me and I' know I'll get it wrong and miss days.  I did consider getting OV tests, but I really don't want to go down that road.  I have pretty regular cycles, usually 28 days, but I had a 27 day cycle this time.  I do keep an eye on CM and noticed I had EWCM around day 13/14, so I must be pretty regular at OV too.


Anyway, I we'll just have to see if this is my lucky month!  I was given between Sept & November to conceive in my Brooke reading, so I hope its true!


Ok, until next time!

Fi

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03-09-2009 22:06

I've been meaning to start this diary for weeks now!  So now that I'm into my 5th cycle, I thought its about time!


I am currently on CD4 and had a very short AF this cycle, it actually only lasted 2 days, and was heavy for those 2, but its totally gone now.  It was also pain free thankfully.  I was pretty upset this time around at AF arriving, and have been a bit down all week, but I am starting to look forward to OV next week.  I am due to OV between Wed 9th Sept and Tues 15th...but that's according to the ovulation calendar, so I'll have to just BD as much as poss around those fertile days.  I am not temping, don't really want to as I know it will just confuse me and I' know I'll get it wrong and miss days.  I did consider getting OV tests, but I really don't want to go down that road.  I have pretty regular cycles, usually 28 days, but I had a 27 day cycle this time.  I do keep an eye on CM and noticed I had EWCM around day 13/14, so I must be pretty regular at OV too.


Anyway, I we'll just have to see if this is my lucky month!  I was given between Sept & November to conceive in my Brooke reading, so I hope its true!


Ok, until next time!

Fi

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Well I'm CD9 today and I have creamy CM so I am sure its time to start BD'ing!  I was shopping yesterday and came accross CB digi OV tests (pk of 7) reduced to €17 (euro's), so I bought them.  Going to start using tomorrow morn (cd10).  It might not show a surge tomorrow though as I don't think I will OV till weekend.


we'll see how it goes this month and hope for the best.


 

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So I'm CD12 and have only managed to BD once this week, which was last night (Thurs).  I have used the OV tests 3 times now, expect today's one didn't work for some reason.  I haven't had a smiley face yet, so hopefully will get one tomorrow morn. 


Have to say that I'm less bothered about TTC this month than I have been, just not feeling it if you know what I mean!  I don't really feel like BDing tonight, but we'll see....that's just how I feel right now, not bothered!  Wonder if that will help, having the more relaxed not bothered approach!  who knows.

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Did an OPK this morn and got a smiley face, so that's good cos it means I OV pretty much 14 days.  I told DH tonights the night...and tomorrow night LOL  Think he's feeling very tired now and not appearing to be much in the mood for anything...TOUGH!!


Onwards to the 2WW!!

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Well we BD'd Sat night but DH annoyed me last night as he said he'd be up to bed shortly after me, but didn't & I fell asleep and I don't know what time he came to bed...so annoyed at him!


So we only managed to BD 3 times during fertile week...great, another wasted month.  DH really is starting to annoy me now as he still doesn't seem to get how this works!!  I told him this morn that if it doesn't happen this month then I give up for a while as its just pi*sing me off now.  If he isn't going to take it seriously why should I...its not fair on me.


Anyway, lets hope that we did manage to get lucky as we did BD Fri night and Sat eve...I got a smiley face on OPK Sat...so hopefully that helped, but as we didn't bd last night I don't know.  Other thing is, since I got positive OPK, I haven't had much, if any, CM and no EWCM...so not sure what that's about.


So start of 2WW...again, and I really am not in the mood for it.  Will try not to symptom spot...FAMOUS LAST WORDS...and TRY not to POAS until I have to!  But PMA isn't going to be doing too well and I'm meant to be going out Sunday for a few drinks....so not sure whether to have one or not....really am sick of all this.

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I'm 5dpo today and no 'symptom spotting'!  Only thing I've noticed is that my boobs are a little tender underneath, but may just be the usual pre-af tenderness starting (although have had it all week so dunno!).


I usually find there's nothing to really obsess about in the first week as implantation doesn't occur until next week, so next week I'll probably be obsessing more!! lol


Had a dream last night that I took a few HPT's and they were all positive, but then it got weird and I was told that my DH wasn't the father and that I had slept with someone else...but I kept saying I hadn't...very strange! lol

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6Dpo


Very tired, but nothing unusual about that!  No twinges in stomach that I usually notice during 2ww, bit bloated though.  Boobs still a bit tender underneath, and a few stabbing pains this eve.


Bit headachy, nothing bad, but could be just due to tiredness.


Bought a cheapie test in supermarket, but won't use it as I know its too early, just wanted to have it!  I will try my best not to use it till next week...late next week! LOL


So nothing to really to report.  Fingers crossed I will have something to report next week!


Fi


 

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7Dpo (well nearly 8dpo as its almost midnight!).


Felt a bit strange today, a little off.  Really tired still, eventhough had a nice lie in. 


Getting AF type pains in my lower back, but not constant, just on and off infrequently.


Was feeling really down all day and got teary over nothing this eve.  DH keeps asking whats wrong with me but I don't even know myself, just feeing emotional. 


Boobs much more tender today, but still can't use that as a stymptom as I always get sore boobs before AF. 


Feeling 'twinges' in lower abdomen today, first time this week.  Can't tell if they are different to the twinges I have got every other 2ww...


AF due either Sat or Sunday of next weekend...going to be a LONG week! 

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8dpo


woke up feeling like AF was on her way, felt crampy and had a heavy feeling.


Have had lots of twinges lower down today, but still not paying much attention to them as I've had them before.


Felt a bit like I wanted to cry for no reason today while in shop!


Went for a bite to eat with DH but couldn't finish as I started to feel nauseous and haven't felt right since and have a bit of a headache too.


Really have a feeling about this but afraid to think it!!

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since getting home I wasn't feeling well so went to bed around 6pm and ended up falling asleep until 8pm!


Went to loo when I woke up and there was pinkish discharge!  Feeling hopeful, but also a bit wary as I got it last month, but not so early on...think it was around 11/12dpo.

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